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well i really do just want to let this out.
So there was this girl that i started liking a few years back and she liked me back. The first time we planned any kind of date we decided to go to a movie. She completely blew me off which made me feel like maybe she didnt like me (maybe just me being insecure). So after a while we patched things up and we ended up dating each other. So that didnt work out either (she dumped me
). So the next year we start becoming really good friends again and i she seemed to like me a lot and thats what i was told by her close friends but then she ended up dating a good friend of mine who i told repetitively that i liked this girl. I felt completely betrayed by my friend and this girl. Even though she hurt me like that i was persistent and couldnt stop liking her. After a while they broke up and she was single again. She was off and on with a few guys for while which really made me realize what a trashy *********************** she was. Even though i knew this i keep myself away from her. So my friend likes her again too and tells me he is going to ask her out during the upcoming weekend on Sunday. So i go to a party Saturday night where she is and he isnt. I find out that she really really likes me and wants to go out with me which really pleased me. Unfortunately i was told this on sunday... I get to school the next day and ask another close friend of mine if i should ask the girl out only to find out that my one friend and her are going out. I realized what a HUUUUUGGGE mistake i made by not asking her out. So then about a year later again i go to some fundraiser in the morning and head back to a different friend's house. so the girl starts flirting with me non-stop and i could have easily made a move and ended up goin out with her. But instead i let her flirt so i woudnt betray my friend who had already betrayed me. She ended up breaking up with the guy. Now she refuses to give me a chance and i cant stand it. I cant stop thinking about the fact that if i had not been such a good friend i could be going out with the girl i have dreamed about dating for 2 years. SO i feel like i was too much of a good friend and i should have just taken action. This guy that she dated did everything he could to rub it in my face. I hated him so much that i actually had daydreams of killing him right in front of her. I know its really really really messed up. I dont mean to be a maurder i just had to get it off my chest.
So there was this girl that i started liking a few years back and she liked me back. The first time we planned any kind of date we decided to go to a movie. She completely blew me off which made me feel like maybe she didnt like me (maybe just me being insecure). So after a while we patched things up and we ended up dating each other. So that didnt work out either (she dumped me
). So the next year we start becoming really good friends again and i she seemed to like me a lot and thats what i was told by her close friends but then she ended up dating a good friend of mine who i told repetitively that i liked this girl. I felt completely betrayed by my friend and this girl. Even though she hurt me like that i was persistent and couldnt stop liking her. After a while they broke up and she was single again. She was off and on with a few guys for while which really made me realize what a trashy *********************** she was. Even though i knew this i keep myself away from her. So my friend likes her again too and tells me he is going to ask her out during the upcoming weekend on Sunday. So i go to a party Saturday night where she is and he isnt. I find out that she really really likes me and wants to go out with me which really pleased me. Unfortunately i was told this on sunday... I get to school the next day and ask another close friend of mine if i should ask the girl out only to find out that my one friend and her are going out. I realized what a HUUUUUGGGE mistake i made by not asking her out. So then about a year later again i go to some fundraiser in the morning and head back to a different friend's house. so the girl starts flirting with me non-stop and i could have easily made a move and ended up goin out with her. But instead i let her flirt so i woudnt betray my friend who had already betrayed me. She ended up breaking up with the guy. Now she refuses to give me a chance and i cant stand it. I cant stop thinking about the fact that if i had not been such a good friend i could be going out with the girl i have dreamed about dating for 2 years. SO i feel like i was too much of a good friend and i should have just taken action. This guy that she dated did everything he could to rub it in my face. I hated him so much that i actually had daydreams of killing him right in front of her. I know its really really really messed up. I dont mean to be a maurder i just had to get it off my chest.
All that I can say is that it sounds to me that you took the high road and didn't want to betray your friend. I think that's a very decent thing to do. 
I believe that the good guys will win the best girls in the end. 
I have no idea how old you are, but I can tell you that girls "kiss a lot of toads" (so to speak) before they realize the good guys that are out there. I don't know why we girls do such things. Not thinking? I dunno. But I do hope this girl realizes that you two seem to click so well (being you have been through so much relationship/friendship wise in the past), that maybe giving you another shot as her boyfriend, might be worth a shot. 
I'm sorry. I know I don't know him, but that's just downright mean. Friends shouldn't do that to each other. Good luck for whatever happens in the future. You WILL find a good girl - her or another - and be happy. 
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