The "Let it out" Thread

[funja]

i havent felt good in a while ive been sick to my stomach for a while and now im getting depressed

and the last two years have been really difficult for my family the last two decembers something terrible happened two decembers ago my grandma had a stroke and this last december my grandpa had a heartattack. All of this in the same month as my birthday everytime i even think about this i get really depressed.

[SimplyCrazy]

I usually like rain too, dunno what's up today
Youth activities are over for this year, but maybe Jen can hook me up with some Scots? I'm leaving in less than two weeks

[poollady88]

Rain makes me happy too but the sunshine is definitely a mood lifter. I hope everyone feels better since this thread has been made It's cool to see people supporting people Way to share the love guys!!

[EscapeGirl]

Well...rain makes me happy - but I know it also makes others feel more down. Keep going to those youth activities. You'll have a lot of fun, and meet a lot of people. That's where the fish are. Take care my dear. You're loved.

[SimplyCrazy]

I don't know... It's raining, and where are all the fish?
But thanks alot, guys

[EscapeGirl]

Aww....Dear...keep in mind there are lots of "fish in the sea" so to speak. And if he isn't replying to your text, then that HIS loss. He's missing out. Also, who knows what the reason might be. Try not to focus on it too much. And you DO have to keep eating and taking care of yourself. Maybe take a little nap and see if you feel better when you wake up? Or go for a walk somewhere quiet. I know being outdoors can really make me feel better, and I imagine that soon the sun won't be so bright over there to hurt your head, as you go into the evening hours. As far as knowing some people don't like you - that happens to everyone. As much as you might want to have everyone like you, sometimes people's personalities just don't click, and there's nothing to be done, but to accept it. But you still have lots of friends and people who love you. I know you do here on GH.

[SimplyCrazy]

Gah, now I can't even sit at the dinner table, cos I'm too upset and I don't like crying infront of my mom... And maybe not everybody hates me, but there are too many that do.. And if they don't hate me they don't like me either...
And recently I haven't been wanting food at all... The thought makes me sick... But I have to eat, even though I don't want to... And I'm so stressed out about the guy I like, cos he still hasn't answered. I practically jumped out of sleep and bed when I heard the message signal from my phone this morning, but it wasn't him...
Now I'm just sitting here feeling hyperventilation building up, and I feel like breaking something or hurting myself or running away... Anything! Who do things have to be this way?!

[EscapeGirl]

Awww...Simply. I know people say this a lot, but I can understand how you feel. But trust me, you're NOT hated. Lots of people love you and enjoy having you around. You're funny, nice, talented and pretty. So no worries that no one likes you, or that your ugly and fat. Cuz those are just dark thoughts you're having and aren't true. Trust me. I hope that you can smile and cheer up soon. Maybe a good uplifting funny comedy movie, and a nice cup of tea or something? I hope that you feel better soon. As always, I'm just a PM away.

[SuzyE730]

@crazy
aww dun worry I'm sure everybody has a day like this. Like me a few weeks ago I read a fluffy fanfic then I cried all day without knowing why and when my dad came home and asked me why was I crying I didn't even know what to say -_-'' but why in the world would you think everyone hates you? That not true If you don't stop thinking like that I'm....I'm gonna give you spoilers about what happened in Naruto manga!!! And here are some hugs to make ya feel better ---

[SimplyCrazy]

I'm not exactly sure what's wrong today... I just feel left, let down and alone, and like evrybody hates me... It's such a stupid feeling, you know... Takes away all my energy. And I just got a migraine from going to the shop; too many sounds and people.
Just great! I get in a depressive mood from staying home, and when I go out I feel so bad I have to buy chocolate, causing me to feel bad, ugly and fat for hours afterwards... And then I listen to Coldplay - Fix You, and I'm like "sure, but who's gonna fix me?
And right now I'm so stressed out I'm crying, cos it's too much!

[derek44]

Yeah thanks!

[Jones]

That's a bummer! I have empathy for you, though. Something quite like that happened to me. It's lame, but maybe your next one will be even better than that one would've been.

[derek44]

Well I'm not really sad just kinda more.....mad.
I been making this game in flash CS3 for a LONG time.
It's called Zombie ONLINE. It was going GREAT. I had the actionscript and
animations down. Then I got this error. It started messing up. The walk around feature would take you to the work out scene. Stats stopped working. Battles were all messed. Now everything's just going downhill and I had to give up o the game after building a whole bunch of hype for it.
So that's how it went down people.

[humphryboop]

It is a cpu xD

and Thanks

[invincible]

awwww, dont worry
i cant get you a rat but i can get you a mouse, well if you look on your desk next to your keyboard. thats if its a cpu and not a laptop!